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Name: Hadassah (Haddy)
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Gender: Female


Interests: Any form of ART... and Love.
Expertise: Making music, being creative, and loving my man.
Occupation: Nanny
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Member Since: 12/22/2002

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Saturday, April 01, 2006

Well I'm moving back to Hadaphotonic since they gave it back (YAY). Everyone have a great spring and don't forget to add my other name


Friday, March 24, 2006

"pissed" doesn't even BEGIN to describe how mad I am right now. I go to Xanga.com/Hadaphotonic (My MAIN xanga name) and guess what? THey shut it down! Because they thought I was under 13!! But I didn't even HAVE a birthdate on that site. I don't like people knowing it... How rude! So because I don't put my real birthday they cancel it.... and I had it premium! Meaning I PAID for it! Meaning they just threw away my money.... and all my hard work... and all the photos I had uploaded... and all the new friends I had made. I can't even BEGIN to remember their Xanga names. *sighs*

   On top of this loveliness - I am being layed off (technically) from Nannying because the mom wants to do a daycare full time. SO now I'm in search of a job... I have an interview this afternoon at my husbands job, but I'm not all too excited. I hate having to talk to someone and make them like me O_o. Everyone who knows me, knows that my modo "If you don't like me that's your fault." and so that's that. Hehe .

   Okay so I'm done. Since this is my ONLY xanga site left, and NO one looks at it anymore O_o... doesn't really matter. But I thought I'd post photos anyway. It's been spring here since early February... and get this, we haven't had a single snow! It's been warm warm warm! Flowers are already done blooming and it's in with the summer trees!

   So here are photos of John and I at a picnic in the park.

(Later)


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Don't forget my other Xanga for pictures and weekly updates:

       http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=hadaphotonic

  Bring on the 2005:

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Starting courting, and learning to love someone no matter what, unconditionally, to John

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Nope, and my new resolution is to get married... (that should happen)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No, but lots got pregnant

4. Did anyone close to you die? Nooo, thank God, it always happens,it's yayness it didn't this year.

5. What countries did you visit? China twice

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a Husband... *giggles*

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? June 30, for reasons I refuse to tell

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Saving a baby and Finding the perfect man

9. What was your biggest failure? breaking my love's heart

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? illness

11. What was the best thing you bought? I didn't buy anything... oh YES i did, a new camera.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Mmm huh?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? His dad

14. Where did most of your money go? Flying to John

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Meeting John, courting John, MANY things I won't say that includes John, and my birthday

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? "if you're not the one" in the beginning and "one more day" for the rest of it..

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? mmm I'd be happier if with John, but since not, sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? I never gain OR lose weight, it's odd
iii. richer or poorer? Mmm poorer, but John has more money (so richer too)

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Socialize.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Be lazy

20. How did you be spend Christmas? First helping homeless, then to my grandmothers for a big family dinner

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? *sighs* YES!!!

23. How many one-night stands? Never will I ever

24. What was your favorite TV program? The O.C

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? well I hate her MORE this time of year... she's... not likeable, and she keeps getting more unlikeable

26. What was the best book you read? All the emails from John (it COULD be a book)

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? That I have totally been slacking and not even caring for music O_o

28. What did you want and get for Christmas? A new gorgeous bed spread, toesocks, jewelry, a necklace from John, other shtuff, and money

29. What did you want and not get? John... =/ and a new house totally furnished... on a private island... then 100,000 extra for a dream wedding

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Oh my gosh WAY too many to decide! I went to about every new movie and loved half of them! I'd have to go with Garden State, National Treasure, The Incredibals, Shrek 2, Princess Diaries 2 (the list goes on)

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? Went to browse all of John's nearest big city with him all alone for the whole day. We did many things, some of which I will not convey to the public, including going to the mall for a $100 shopping spree, and at night he took me out to a very nice italian resturaunt. I turned 18.

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Getting married and moving into a house or our own

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? tighter, pinker, more prissy and ME (hard to explain)

34. What kept you sane? John

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Chingy (C H I N G to da Y)

36. What political issue stirred you the most? I don't watch news nor do I care to at this moment (so none)

37. Who did you miss? Wierdly, an old friend of mine named John (not my darling), kept thinking about him this year over and over (atleast to pray for him)

38. Who was the best new person you met? William (the little baby we are going to adopt) and John if you watn to consider "meeting" to mean in "person", but otherwise it's all online, hah

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. I didn't really learn one?

40. Would you do 2004 over again: No way, it was perfect and I'm ready for 2005


Saturday, November 06, 2004

CHECK OUT my OTHER Xanga for Pics of a baby in China and a bit of my trip:

 

    http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Hadaphotonic


Monday, November 01, 2004

 A post, A post... you want a post? I don't WANT to post, but heck, here goes nothing.

  New Favorite Song:

             "Angel". *dances* it's really good. I keep playing it over and over. BOOM BABY. it's great.

     JUST so people won't freak and tell me (COUGH COUGH) that "You haven't given me your XANGA new name!" (COUGH COUGH, like some people already) I POSTED it when I first got it, you freakers who NEVER read my Xanga! *giggles* okay fine... so it's

        Hadaphotonic

 Okay? So no more freakin' on me!! Thank you

    For your enjoyment:

         

 

   Lyrics to ANGEL:

              

I just want to tell you all the things you are
And all the things you mean to me
When I find myself in need and there's no place to go
When I feel the loneliness inside my heart

You're the answer to my prayers
And you're with me everywhere
You're my angel
Miracle
You're all I need tonight
Give me shelter from the rain
You breathe life in me again
You're my angel
Miracle
You're all I need to know
Tonight

Life is just a moment
We're blowing in the wind
We're trying to find a friend
And only time can tell us
If we win or if we lose
And who will stand beside us
When there's darkness all around me
You're the light I see
When I need someone to ease my troubled mind

You're the answer to my prayers
And you're with me everywhere
You're my angel
Miracle
You're all I need tonight
Give me shelter from the rain
You breathe life in me again
You're my angel
Miracle
You're all I need to know
Tonight

Oh...
You're all I need tonight
All I need tonight
All I need tonight
You're my angel

You're the answer to my prayers
And you're with me everywhere
You're my angel
Miracle
You're all I need tonight
Give me shelter from the rain
You breathe life in me again
You're my angel
My miracle
You're all I need to know
Tonight

All I need tonight(Repeat Once)
All I need to know
My Angel(Repeat Till Fade)
My my my my, my angel



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